My dear Fidon,

This has to be the lowest point of my life.
I am ashamed of my actions; of my failure to control my anger and actions.
I don't read minds and I don't take hints well.
You can say and think what you want but I truly did not know!
And to act as if nothing happened seems unnatural and hypocritical.
It feels so lonely right now.
Funny how you can be surrounded by so many and yet still feel so... alone.
What do I do?