My dear Fidon,

This has to be the lowest point of my life.
I am ashamed of my actions; of my failure to control my anger and actions.
I don't read minds and I don't take hints well.
You can say and think what you want but I truly did not know!
And to act as if nothing happened seems unnatural and hypocritical.
It feels so lonely right now.
Funny how you can be surrounded by so many and yet still feel so... alone.
What do I do?

Two Oh One One

Dear Fidon,

So here is my resolution for the year 2011 (not in order):

• Spend less time burning time in on the internet. If I'm going to plug myself into the worldwideweb, I might as well read up on something of worth.
  
• Brush up on my guitar skills. I realize that my skills are getting rusty and it would be such a waste to lose them altogether. Time to do something about it with the help of Frank Gambale.
  
• Build on my knowledge of networks, routing and the internet. I have recently been certified as an "Internet Specialist" and I intend to live up to this.
  
• Bring myself closer to God.
• Spend money more wisely. I'll learn to save and invest my savings wisely.
  
• Be less mean to (certain) people.
• Write more on this blog.
  

I think it is important that we set our goals up front but what is even more crucial is for us to endeavour to achieve them.

So if you have not set any goals yet for 2011, do give it some thought. It will make a great start to a year full of opportunities just waiting to be grabbed.

... and remember to reward yourself accordingly for your hard work! :)

A pleasant surprise...

My dear Fidon,

I got an invitation for an interview session with a major Oil and Gas company.

Actually it was sometime back but I just got around to blog about it now.

The interview is yet to happen though.

In any case, it was really unexpected and I am really grateful that they actually want to get to know me better :)

I hope that I will be able to do well in the interview.

Please pray for my success.

xoxo

This is it!

My dear Fidon,

I shall be attempting something that I have never done before and I am not really sure how to go about doing it. One thing that I am sure of though, is that this will definitely happen and it will be a life-changing event.

I guess I'll just dive in head first and go with the flow.

So yeah.. this is it!

Thank you...

My dear Fidon,

It is always refreshing to know that the things you do mean something to someone out there.

:)

It is an affirmation to the fact that your presence and absence actually do matter and this provides motivation to carry on.

So thank you for you have made my day...

Blog again?

My Dear Fidon...

Today I read a blog that makes me want to blog again... :)

My dear Fidon...

I want to share with you a little poem I wrote.

My Angel O' My Angel

In times of trouble I asked for thee

In desperate moments I wished for thee

And now the world has turned

The moon has frozen and the sun has burnt

So why have not thee call upon me?

My Angel O' My Angel

In your wings I found my shelter

Come rainy days, drought or winter

And now the world has turned

The stream stopped flowing and the waterfall stopped falling

So why have not thee call upon me?

O' dear Angel

I would lift the world on one shoulder

With the sun and the moon rested on the other

And stop the tides of night and day

With all that there is to me, be it little as they may

If you so much as whisper it

O' dear Angel

I would gladly cut the earth open

And drink dry the whole ocean

And take air away from the wind

And water away from the stream

If you so much as whisper it

My Angel O' My Angel

Should your wings be clipped and you fall a thousand falls

I shall catch you a thousand times more

Should you lose your halo in deceit and vain

I shall be your guide till you find it again

Should you ever think that your miracle is lost

I shall show you that it is just as it was

If a fool I am then a fool I shall be

For a smile on my angel means so much to me

-If-